its our world, we make it spin.

well i made my new tumblr,

everybody check your new followers because one may be me! (:

if i didn’t follow you again..sorry bout ya.

goooodbye last chapter

helllloooooo new one <3

im deleting this tumblr,

im making a new one if i follow you again cool but rule number one..

WHAT HAPPENS ON TUMBLR, STAYS ON TUMBLR.

please and thank you.

if i don’t follow you again…have a nice life i guess.

so my dad just called, i haven’t heard from him in over a month.

he told me he’s coming home in july (:

i should be the happiest thing on earth and he can tell how upset i am.

i wish me and him were closer cause id definitely tell him, we were like bestfriends once and i miss that.

i miss him like crazy and so glad he’s coming home sooooon.

love you daddy <3

-your little girl (:

i just did some crazy unnecessary shit.

well i guess i some what feel better even though it was a realllllly bad way to go about it.

well im probably gonna just sleep now cause im not in the mood for anything else.

how i feel right now.

i hate being lied too, blatantly to my fucking face.

you told me this would never happen and you’d never do it to me because you know how i felt about her,

and you did that shit anyway.

and you knew shit was going on and you kept telling me to come around you two as if nothing was going on.

so fuck you, have a nice fucking life.

i really dont fucking understand you, i dont.

how things can be damn near perfect and in the span of one fucking lunch everything can go down hill.

i understand sometimes i can do some fucked up shit, but damn why does everything have to be my fault.

wednesday i apologized for and admitted to being a bitch to you.

thursday you blew me off when i tried to makes shit right.

oh wait…that was my fault too.

sent me a nice message thursday thinking shit would get better, but did they? no.

didn’t speak friday, didn’t speak saturday, only spoke sunday because you saw i was in the hospital..and if i wasn’t for that i probably wouldn’t have heard from you.

yesterday we talked, not because i wasn’t in school and you missed me or anything like that..but because you liked my bbm status.

again i can admit to being wrong and times and yeah i did kinda push you away, only because of all the bullshit the past 5 days.

afterschool today i asked for ONE THING from you, and you thought i took too much..sorry? but was it really that big of a deal where you need to flip a shit on me and everyone around you?!

you need to learn the severity of your little pissy ass additudes sometimes, yeah i get them too but damn you take so much frustration out on people especially me and i hate it.

i hate the constant arguing for stupid shit.

i hate the constant pushing each other away.

i hate the constant pleads to make things work but not try.

all day today ive been saying i hate you and on the verge of fucking crying my eyes out.

ive apologized for everything ive ever done, i dont even know what to do anymore.

i want you in my life, i want us to be okay.

but im sick and tired of being a fuck up for everything,

for you taking out your frustration on me.

well i dont know what else to do,

when your ready for fix shit and show me you care about me…you let me know….

and now i can breathe..